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the Dynamic Reflection.  It is a light that you make by using black balloons. This light form was the first manifestation of my Deity. I discovered it less than two weeks after realizing I was Christ, thereby recreating the concept of the Beginning, in which, God created light, saw that it was good and divided the light from the darkness.  (Genesis :3-4)   For full details on how the battle between myself as Christ and Reagan as the antichrist has played itself out see my web site at lightoftheworld.com.
     The only thing remaining to be done is to claim my kingdom.   My plan for claiming my kingdom is to have the citizens of Washington DC vote me in as their king.  As I desire this position more than anything else I was willing to sacrifice my innate sexuality and become straight.  I thought that it would be more palatable for the citizens of DC to vote in a straight man than a "fag."  My being gay was just about the only thing that I saw as a hindrance to my claiming my rightful title.
     My reasoning was that although most people probably could not find it in their Bible they have been told often enough that it says in the Bible that men should not sleep with other men or women with other women.  Here then is what is actually said in Romans Chapter one. 

26)  For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even the women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
27)  And likewise the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompense of their error which was meet.
28)  And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient; 
29)  Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30)  Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,   Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
31)  Who knowing the judgment of God that they which commit such things are worthy of death not only do the same but have pleasure in them that do them.

     This is certainly a stinging passage ostensibly condemning gay men and lesbians as it does to death.  I am tickled however by the fact that many of the straight men who condemn gay men often seem to support lesbians. Perhaps, if they knew that this passage seems to condemn not only those who participate in these acts but those who approve of them also they would sing a different song.  That however is not why they shouldn't condemn homosexuals.  The reason is to be found in the verses that immediately follows those above. 
     Romans chapter two verse one states: "Therefore thou art inexcusable , O man, whosoever thou art that judgest: for wherein thou judgest another, thou condemnest thyself; for thou that judgest doest the same things. "I was for most of my life exactly like everyone else.  I tended to judge myself for being gay.  I thought that something was wrong with me.  The next verse makes it clear that it is not man but God who is to do the judging.
     Romans chapter two verse three states: "But we are sure that the judgment of God is according to truth against them which commit such things."  Were I to have realized how to handle this situation previously I could have saved myself a lot of anguish.  The solution was simple.  All I had to do was realize that I was God.  To quote myself from the book I wrote as the Holy Ghost Writer through Neale Donald Walsch, Conversations with God, "why would I punish myself?"
     Therein lies the key to this whole mess and the salvation of all gay men and women,  I am the one who does the judging and since I prefer to have sex with men and wouldn't want to cut down on my own available supply I say it's okay to be Gay.  Now this does not mean that you should exhibit those other undesirable traits mentioned in Romans chapter one verses 29-31.  Nor, does it mean that you won't die as a result of your actions.   The perfect example of this is the AIDS situation in which many gay men have found themselves.  It does mean that you are not condemned to any sort of everlasting punishment because of your choice.  Why?  Because I said so.  What's more the Bible says so too. 
     At first I did not realize that the Bible actually condoned gaiety after my coming so I punished myself for a very long time for merely doing what came naturally.  It got to the point that when I realized I wanted my kingdom in reality, not simply as a pipe dream so, I decided to go straight, as I mentioned before.  I made overtures to my lifelong friend Maxine while I was in the hospital in October of 1997.  As I did not know exactly how to approach a woman in that type of way I sought advise from Alexis who was another patient with me in Bellevue Hospital.  I had been hospitalized by the Secret Service on September 21st of 1997.  You see, every time one of their protectees such as the

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