It was my desire to experience myself as God in the flesh.  I was however, born a mere man.  Believe me, I am by no means what you would call the "Holiest man on earth."  I've never even read the whole Bible.  I curse.  I engage in same sex practices.  I lie.  I cheat.  I've even been known to steal.  I do have one thing going for me that many, in fact most of you do not.  I believe in the Lord Jesus Christ.
     When I say that I believe in Jesus Christ, I really mean it.  I am not just saying it to fool others or myself.  In fact, for a very long time when I read the Bible all I saw was red.  By that I mean I would only read the words in red in a Red Letter Edition of the Bible.  These are the words of Jesus himself.  I would read them without knowing their context.  I did not know to whom they were said, in what town, or who was with him at the time.  All I knew was that these were the words of "God with us," that they were true, and could be relied upon.
     As my goal was to know myself as God I paid particular attention to the words of Jesus as found in Revelation chapters two and three.  Therein are found seven promises to a mysterious man known only as; "Him who overcomes."  They are the rewards to be given to him.  They sound pretty good.  Among them are the right to rule the world, from your own city, while sitting with Jesus on the throne of God.  Also thrown in was the promise of everlasting life.  There was even a promise of help from above in order to accomplish the mission. This is known as the hidden manna. What more could a guy ask for?  I decided to go for it.
     In order to become God I had to be God.  To do this I needed a few things.  First of all I needed the understanding that this was possible.  I also needed the courage to face the certain harassment from human beings.  I needed a script.  I also needed confirmation that the things I was doing were in line with the word of God.
     I got the understanding that this was possible from Revelation.  I got the courage from Das Energi.  Das Energi released me from all fear.  It also told me that I really didn't have to do anything to become God.  I am God.  The author, Paul Williams, didn't beat around the bush on this point.  He came out and said it clearly, with three simple words found on page seven.  "You are God."
     The script was adapted from several sources including Revelation, Matthew, John, The Cow, The Armageddon Script, Jesus Acted Up, and most accurately and to the point, The Reappearance of the Christ. 
     I got confirmation for what I was doing from a man named Lawrence William Lyons whose book, The Language Crystal, contains the most beautiful construction, perfect understanding and correct usage of the

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