The Feedback and Experiences Page: September 2000

Thanks to everyone who has been sending me their experiences and comments about the website.  It's really nice to know that lots of people are getting some good use from it. Here's a sample of the mail I've received. Some letters have been edited for space. If you want your e-mail address displayed by your comments, be sure to let me know. Otherwise, I won't put it up. After all, we all value our privacy! Several people have a nasty habit of not fully typing their e-mail address, especially on the forms. "FCclass" is not a complete address. I must also have the "@wherever. com" to send you a reply. So please, send all of the information for an accurate response. One more thing: I get so much mail everyday that sometimes I accidentally overlook a letter or two. If you don't get a response in a few days or so, e-mail me again and remind me, please! Thanks for you help, and your mail!

From: Mélissa

I just wanted to say thanks  for this site...I've been diagnosed last November and I had never heard of Crohn's disease before!!! I had a first crisis so bad that I couldn't walk anymore and  they kept me at the hospital for a week to finally let me go home with a stupid flyer saying "You have C.D.; you're not alone"  That's it!!!!  It's so cool to find out about people that are going through the same stuff as me!!!!  Thanks again so much....you're an angel for sure!!!!

From: Cyndi

A search for information brought me to your site.  I think it is great.  I was diagnosed with Crohn's just last week (9/8/00).  I have been sick since April so just knowing what is wrong is a relief.  Dealing with the fact that this is something I will have to learn to live with is difficult though.  I have very supportive parents and I believe very strongly in the Lord and His Provisions.  I know God will give me the strength to deal with this.  Let me share with you my story.

In April of 2000 I started having stomach problems.  I didn't really have a lot of pain but I went to the bathroom a lot, especially during a certain time of the month.  I also had a lot of gurgling and just an uncomfortable feeling.  There was a lot of stressful situations present so I just thought that was the problem.  Well I went to an OB-GYN and he said I had a parasite and possibly IBS, but that I needed to go to a GN (gastrointerologist).  Well I was moving that week from CA to OH so I had to wait.  In May I went to a family doctor in Ohio and he said that I did not have a parasite but that I did have IBS or IBD.  He put me on Lotronex and Prevacid.  The two just caused more pain and complications so I stopped taking both and went to a GN.  As it turns out I did have a parasite and went on antibiotics for two weeks.  Well a few weeks after that I was still feeling sick and I was having a lot of cramping to the point where my body was just shaking.  My mom decided that enough was enough and we went to the hospital.  After doing a blood test, I was admitted.  My blood cell count was high, indicating an infection.  That day they did stomach X-Rays and kept me on I.V.  They also did stool samples.   They did find that I had a virus.  It turned out that the antibiotics can sometimes cause a virus.  The next day I went in for a colonoscopy and my doctor said something was definitely not right, but he couldn't say for sure until the report came back. I had to stay one more night, because the doctor said my body couldn't take much more.  I had no reserves. Finally on the third day I was released.  The next day the doctor called and said I had a virus and Crohn's. He has me on an antibiotic for the virus and Asacol for the Crohn's.  When I first heard the news I was crying and thinking that I would never have a normal life again.  I have always had a decent number of friends around but I have always been pretty quiet, especially with such a personal topic.  I guess I don't handle embarrassment very well.  I do have one friend with Crohn's but he is an older, married man. I personally think it is harder for a teen to deal with.  Well, anyway, after some thinking and a lot of praying, I realized that it could be worse. 

I still worry at times about how I will ever be able to hold a normal job, and a lot of "What If's" go through my head.  I am trying to take things a day at a time though, and like I said, I know God will see me through.  I do think your webpage is great though, and it helps to know that there are others going through the same
thing.  I hope my story can be of help to someone.  I do plan on going to the site frequently.  Keep up the good work.

From: Bryan

I saw your webpage and read your story.  As some one with CD who also went to college pursuing a degree in science (environmental engineering and now a masters in chemical and environmental engineering) I know how tough it can be.  Let me recommend that you take your time, don't worry about grades - it is what you know not what your transcripts show. My profs new this and because of that they helped me get into grad school - my grades weren't quite up to par with grad school requirements.   CS  is a tough major (I believe the hardest majors are engineering, CS and biomed, everything else is expensive summer camp).  I took five years to get my B.S. and was well worth it.  It let me cut down on my load, 3 classes instead of 4 a quarter which allowed me to concentrate on my studies more and not be as stressed having so much more to do and if I needed to take time out, I could.  It made college easier.  Hang in there.  I am sure you know how tough it can be.

From: Melissa

    My name is Melissa and I'm 21 years old.  I was diagnosed with Crohn's disease when I was 14years old.  I was stable until last year. The doctor's had put me on Prednisone the first couple of months of being diagnosed.  When they took me off, my body couldn't handle any other drug....I would break out with rashes.
    Last year October of 1999I got really sick.  The doctors didn't even know if it was the Crohn's acting up or not because they performed every test.  Finally they did the barium down a tube through the nose and detected where it was inflamed.  My symptoms then were vomiting and sharp pains above the abdominal area.  I couldn't hold any food in and lost about 20-25 lbs. within 2 months. I had to have surgery and 2 feet of my intestines were removed (the ileum).  Since then it's been like starting all over.  I need to experience all over again with foods.  Before my body could take more, but now it's kind of weak....I really don't know what to eat anymore and I'm getting tired of eating the same things.
    I notice when I'm stressed, I get sick...I need to find a way to get rid of stress or at least calm down and maybe a way to exercise or something.

From: Miranda

Hello, I am 13 years old and recently had surgery over the summer.  I went in because  of a terrible stomach ache and they immediately rushed me in to have an appendectomy.  What they thought to be a routine 45 minute appendectomy went terribly wrong.  They found a solid mass in my stomach which was really my appendix 7 times it's actual size.  They expected the worst and told my family that I might have a malignant tumor. They had to call a pathologist in to see if it was cancer, at 2:30m on a Sunday morning.  It wasn't.  My appendix just got so filled with Crohn's disease that it began to make rings around it like a tree.  They wanted to play it safe and resection my stomach with removing part of my large and small intestine as well.  It was amazing with the way I went to the bathroom afterwards.  But now I am having frequent diarrhea, stomach aches...the usual.  I am trying several different medicines to try to control that and they think that I might be lactose and tolerant, after 13 years of worshiping milk.  The surgery wasn't so bad but it was the fact that recently I moved and I am far, far away from my true friends.  I can only talk to my mom and I can't say too much with out making her worry.  I am so glad to get this out and to hear of other kids having this same thing.  I knew other kids had it but I didn't know any of them so this is a great place to come.  I am feeling much better now.  Thanks. 

From: Patrick

I ran into my ex girlfriend today, oddly enough as she moved away to Maryland... Well the reason she is in town is that her sister who still lives her was ill enough to warrant a trip north to CT. Her sister has Crohn's. It was never really explained to me, and while discussing it with another friend tonight I was at a loss as to say what it really is. The closest I could come was "It is like lactose intolerance (which I have), but much worse." So, when I got home, I searched the web and ended up at your website. Needless to say, I found it extremely informative and even inspiring as well. I'd just like to congratulate you on a job well done. Thanks a lot.

From: CarysJ@another.co.uk

I've just been told by my G.P that there is a very strong possibility that I have Crohn's disease. I've been suffering with bowel problems for the past eight months so I'm relieved to finally be given some answers, but I'm scared of what it all means and how it will effect my life. My Mum found this website for me and when I read it I immediately felt much better, I realized that I wasn't alone and that others suffered too. Your site gave me hope when I thought it was time to give up. I'm going to be a regular surfer here as I want to know more about my condition and how to handle it.     Thanks for spreading the word about Crohn's to clueless people like me. I thought no one could understand what I was going through and I felt very alone but now I know that there are people I can talk to who can relate to my experiences.    Please feel free to share any tips or advice with me, I'd really appreciate it

From: Walt

I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease in 1976. I guess you could call me the old man of Crohn's. I have gone through all the same type of things and pain over the years and would like to support what you are doing with your web site. over the years I have refined my diet to consist of whole grain cereal and toast for breakfast and in general tuna and chicken for all other meals I supplement with met-formula that you can get at GNC and mix half a bag with orange just and a banana brewers yeast and take HMB that you can also get at GNC this along with working out such as mountain biking and a positive attitude has helped me cope with Crohn's.  Note : do not eat meat , nuts, corn, salad, and other hard to digest foods try to stay with whole grain foods for health. Good luck to all and good health

From: Adam

My name is Adam and I'm 12 ˝. I am sending you this from the hospital, which I've been in for two weeks. I was diagnosed with Crohn's in December. The doctors started me on Prednisone, Flagyl, and Cipro. I got a little better and in May, I started to get weaned off the Prednisone. I got worse and was put on another drug for a couple of weeks but it didn't work and I went back on Prednisone. I was doing well on it until Friday August 4 when I started bleeding. It just poured out when I went to the bathroom. I was rushed to the hospital where I had blood transfusions and the bleeding settled down. I was on intravenous medications and no food for a day or two. Then they started me on liquids and soups but I started bleeding again. On the Wednesday after, I had an emergency colonoscopy and doctors thought they would have to remove my whole colon because it was full of ulcers.. Fortunately, the bleeding stopped and I have been on no foods and intravenous medications since. I now have a pic line, which is an IV inside instead of outside and it is better. They plan for me to be in the hospital for a couple more weeks.

From: Chris

I have been diagnosed with Crohn's decease for about 3 mouths now and I wish it would all go away. The more pain I get, the more hope I lose. So I prey for a better day tomorrow almost every night. The pain is not just in your stomach it is in your head and heart too. When I found out that I had Crohn's I was so in shock, I thought that I was untouchable to illnesses, for about the first week I cried at night. I tried to keep quite around my friends until I started to take some medication called Prednisone witch in my case really shut my yap. After a few days of taking these prescriptions I started to feel and notice the side affects through acme, lightheadedness, nervousness, confusion I felt mentally and physically exhausted no energy too. I was suppose to gain weight through the pills but it never worked, maybe a little. After I was done my first treatment of Crohn's I never felt worse in my life, sick and tired of all this crap already, even though I have a long road ahead of me. My mother (R.I.P) was diagnosed with Crohn's decease when she was 18 (my age )too. She lived with it and fought hard a long willing never to give up hope to finding a cure to this decease but then one day when I was about 17 and she was about 42, she had found out that another decease had began to raid her body too called (cancer) she fought long a courageous to over come all the pain but she never could, one afternoon she passed away. About 6 months after she passed away I started to suffer from on going pains in my stomach, so I went to the doctor and he told me that I have Crohn's just like my mother. He told me it is hereditary and  the chances of catching cancer like my mother are slim next to nothing, I prey to god so. All I could think about was my mother and all the pain she had gone through. Now since I have been off this medication for about  4 weeks my symptoms have almost all gone away. I am starting to socialize better and feel and look better to. I am lucky that I have a mild case of Crohn's. This I tell you all who have suffered like me, talk to your loved ones, don't let this decease eat away at you, fight it you can, if you friends are not supportive then they never where your friends to begin with and always have an open mind towards the cure because one day it's going to be here with hard work, persistence and strong fast dedication, support your local Crohn's and colitis foundations, NEVER give up hope, there is light to a brighter day, you have to hold on and a stay strong because in this world, only the strong survive......

From: Stolenstar@aol.com

I was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis in March of 2000. I had been having severe stomach spasms which my regular doctor said would go away. They didn't, but proceeded to get worse. Then when more symptoms came, like the numerous bowel movements and blood along with it, my family and I became very worried. I went to a gastro-intestinal doctor who made me go for tests, and scheduled a colonoscopy for me. This came as a shock to me. I was just finishing my sophomore year in college and I had to stop tears from rolling down my eyes in class. I was out of work for 2 weeks and I never missed a day of work the 2 years I had been there. After the colonoscopy, my doctor informed me that I had Ulcerative Colitis. I had no idea what that was. He said my entire colon was raw. He put me on plenty of medications, and I began to get better, gradually. It's hard living 19 years of your life and then all of a sudden someone telling you you have this chronic disease, that you will have always, and it impairs you in some way. I became depressed, but as I got better....things went back to normal. I cut out some foods that I found upset me, like fries and I didn't dare try to eat fast food. It was hard cause I loved Burger King. haha. For about 4 months I was my 'old self'...then....I found out I needed to get all 4 of my wisdom teeth out. I wasn't nervous or anything, but I guess I should have been. After my surgery, I had stopped taking the little medication I had been on for my Ulcerative Colitis ( since I was improving my doctor lowered my dosage) and I started taking the medication for my wisdom teeth. I think that going off my colon medication and eating only dairy ( what else can you eat after wisdom teeth surgery) caused my Ulcerative Colitis to inflame. I could be wrong, but that's what I think it is. So......the whole month of August I was in some pain from the inflammation, but then nothing seemed to be staying in my system,  and I lost a lot of weight...so I went to the doctor and he put me back on a medication he had taken me off of. Nothing improved. So on Thurs. he admitted me to the hospital to give my colon a rest and to run more tests on me. He wanted to see if I had developed Crohn's. I hadn't. It was my first time in the
hospital, and they had my hooked up to IVs, giving me food and medication. My friends and family were amazing. Being sick makes you realize who is really
there for you. Right now, I am home, but my Ulcerative Colitis is still inflamed. I just visited my doctor the other day and he put me on more medication so I can sleep at night, I wake up at least 4 times to go to the bathroom. The only thing I am worried about is dealing with all of this when I go away to school, when I was diagnosed in March I was at a community college, but since then I have graduated and am going to go to a University. I leave Sunday. I was hoping I would be better after I left the hospital, but I guess not. I guess what keeps me going are my friends, family, and knowing that there is relief...I had it for 4 months....<stupid wisdom teeth surgery> hehe. Sorry this is so long, but I just wanted to tell my whole story. If anyone else would like to talk....e-mail me anytime....I would love to talk to anyone who might be going through what I am going through.

From: Chris

Around June 2000 I was unofficially diagnosed with Crohn's Disease. Straight away the doctor put me on Budesonide (Entocort).I was on it for around 2 weeks, to hold back the symptoms of witch was to be an aggressive case of Crohn's.  3 years ago I had a abscess on my high inner thigh. That was thrown around with 3 or 4 doctors. Ever since around that time I had stomach pains and as the time went on they got worse. I had a barium meal, Barium Enema. And with the confusing help of a Naturopath, I had an intolerance to yeast, which cased the blockages, severe pains so they said. So with these severe pains as motivation I got myself to the gym, thinking exercise and no yeast in my diet would fix all my problems. I had a personal instructor that put me on a heavy diet, high protein, hardcore workout. I ate like a horse for at least 3 months. I was shocked to find out me drinking 3 liters of water a day and the high amount of protein help heal my small intestine. I had endured a perforation witch created Localized Peritonitis, from the high amount of food I ate each day plus all the strain I put on my the gym. My pain was at a peak, having to crouch when I walked. I had my bad days and once hear and there a good day. But I still kept going to the Gym. At last I went to my GP, he sent me to a specialist who made me have a Barium enema, Small Bowel meal and an Ultrasound sent me with the results to a Gastrointerologist, who confirmed I had Localized Peritonitis, a fistula, an enormous mass in my abdominal area which turned out to be my small bowel. So I CHOSE to have a Hemicolectomy.  They took 9 inches of small bowel ,my terminal ileum, my Appendix, cut out the fistula plus some of my abdominal wall (Fistula).            When I woke up in ICU everything was going great, the nurses were great company when I was able to concentrate. But about 3 days into my private room the nurse had to remove some staples cause there was some liquid under there. As soon as the 6th one was removed, my abdomen burst open.  I slowly started to get back on my feet and to this day my wound is still healing and in 1 week I go in for a colonoscopy. I think, even thought I'm not at the end of this diseases reign I think I'm a stronger person, because I look back at what's happened to me these last few weeks, and think what's happened to me is bad and what's coming up may be worse, may be easier but remember the joys in your life and beating this hurdle that's been put before you would show the strength you've got and what you can achieve.

From: Matt

Cool site and bravo for concentrating on people's story's and experience's, unlike the other Crohn's sites which seem to concentrate more on medical terminology which on the whole doesn't mean all that much to the average Crohn's sufferer.   I was diagnosed with Crohn's in November 1998. I had a stomach ache for a couple of days, but on the third day I couldn't get out of bed I was in so much pain. I went to hospital where they removed my appendix, and also some of my large intestine which was inflamed as well. However, the drain wound from the operation did not heal and I had a hole on my side leaking pus for 2 months (which wasn't too nice). They did some tests, (barium meal and a colonoscopy), after which they told me I had Crohn's. I'd never heard of it before in my life, and the doctor had to completely explain it to me. They said I would need more surgery, which they did in December 1998, where they removed a chunk of my large intestine. After the surgery I healed up nicely, and have not had anymore problems since. The only thing that has changed is that I have to go to the loo a bit more than I used to. I still eat pretty much whatever I want and am not on any kind of diet. After reading some of the people's stories on your site, I feel quite fortunate, as it hasn't really affected my life all that much, and a lot of other sufferer's seem to be worse off than me, and for this I feel grateful. The only thing that worries me is the thought that if the worst comes to the worst, I may have to have a colostomy bag later on in life, although my doctor tells me that this is rare. I try not to think about having Crohn's too much, as this just seems to get me down. To anyone who has Crohn's and is told they need surgery, don't worry about it, it's not that big a deal, you'll have a cool scar to show your friends (I now have 3 scars because of Crohn's) and you'll feel much better afterwards. I did.


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