Heyllo My 


I miss you Kara.
I miss the chance to kiss your hair, to tickle your toes, and to hold you around the waist. There are other things I miss about you, but quite a few of them are racy enough that I would only consider whispering them in your ear. There are so many (marginally proper) things I could write about us that this page would take forever to load.
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    The way you steal kisses from me, and then wait with your eyes shining, keeps me warm at nights. As I watch you move, I find myself staring at the shadows that shift with you. (It would be nice to be a shadow.) The feel of your neck under my hand  drives me crazy, and the feel of your skin anywhere gives me shivers (I was thinking of your back, but... yeah). When you stretch your arms over your head,  I feel my arms drawn to your body. And when I press against you, I can feel a spark (especially when I've just finished ruffling your hair).
 





I've been burning the candle that you gave me for my birthday a lot. When it burns my bedroom fills with the same vanilla smell that clings to you. When I close my eyes, I can almost imagine you within arms reach. When I yawn, I double check the room to see if you noticed. It almost feels as if you're in the room with me when that candle is flickering away. Almost... but the difference is like that between night and day.
Anyway, to catalog the meltage of your gift, I have a few pictures.

This is the before picture:

9/9/99

Here's a more recent picture:

5/2000


Even though I made you a CD with all of our pics, I still like to keep some nice stuff here. Like the pics we've taken since I made the page... :)



Tanj! We look good together...

 In other news;
The project is now complete.
I offer my favorite
100 fantasies involving you (and a select few props.)
1) Rubbing sun screen into your back; from the top of your neck to the ticklish ends of your toes
2) Wrestling with you in a plastic ball ‘pool’
3) Two words; nude billiards
4) Seeing you dressed up as a snow bunny (in a one piece, hip hugging, zipper festooned ski suit)
5) Watching you salsa, period
6) Popping the bubbles in a sheet of bubble wrap while its wrapped around you… with my teeth
7) Admiring you in a beer wench outfit
8) Letting you bury me in sand on the beach; provided I get to watch you bend over to dig the sand
9) Losing to you at air hockey… again and again
10) Dancing with you in a summer rainstorm (with cold water and warm updrafts from the ground)
11) Sliding down the straps of your swimsuit and kissing the exposed skin on your shoulders
12) Holding your shoulder as a yawn ripples through your body
13) Balancing you on my lap on a Ferris wheel
14) Playing hide and go seek with you in the Hall Of Mirrors (Versailles, France)
15) Feeling your body against mine anywhere… say, a movie theater?
16) Watching you get a bank payoff at strip poker
17) Unlacing you out of a snug corset
18) Watching you do leg stretches in a pair of running shorts
19) Drawing clothes on your nude body with colored icing, chocolate, and whipped cream
20) Slowly undressing you (specifically before and after # 19)
21) Watching a lightning storm with you in a gondola, lit only by natural means
22) Tickling your toes with a peacock feather
23) Watching as you change clothes behind a shadow screen
24) Giving you an Eskimo kiss in Alaska
25) Soaking you in a water balloon fight, and then toweling you off
26) Strategically placing two peach ice cream filled waffle cones on your body (there is a reason for the flavor) and lapping up the ice cream as it melts
27) Lying down and watching you ‘bounce’ on a trampoline
28) Duct taping your hands together behind your head and seeing what develops
29) Sharing a hammock with you
30) Distracting you while you drive a motorcycle
31) Lathering up your body with soap in the shower
32) Holding you around the waist in front of a bonfire
33) Stretching as you bite me on the neck
34) …Or on the chest
35) Searching through all the pockets of your overalls
36) Spinning a top on the middle of your belly, and then kissing in whichever direction the stem falls
37) Tickling your belly button with my nose
38) Writing a chapter of the Kama Sutra on your body with a paintbrush
39) Waking you by kissing your eyelids
40) Kissing you while your legs are wrapped around my waist
41) Is Vaseline a verb?
42) Wrapping you up in a linen blanket
43) Laying down on your lap in a sauna… and kissing steam off your inner thigh
44) Going to a Metallica concert with you
45) Waking up to find you laying on my lap
46) Stomping grapes in a giant washbasin with you (Call it a messiness fetish)
47) Doing other things in a giant washbasin with you
48) Seeing you in a French Maid outfit
49) Snuggling with you in a down filled sleeping bag
50) Feeling your breath on my earlobe
51) Wrapping a ball of twine around your body slowly
52) Dunking you in a spa full of whipped cream
53) Unbuttoning your pajamas with my teeth
54) Greeting the crowds with you on a New Orleans balcony during Festival
55) Playing volleyball with you on the beach
56) Unrolling a pair of stockings from your legs and kissing each inch of skin as it is exposed
57) Watching you walk around in a hospital gown
58) Blowing a stream of soap bubbles across your body
59) Finding you tied up in gift wrap on my birthday
60) Dunking you in the pool, fully clothed
61) Checking your heartbeat with a very cold stethoscope
62) Watching as you model different clothes for me
63) Sneaking into a changing booth with you
64) Getting in a snowball fight against you
65) Taking a dozen bead necklaces and glittering chains off of your neck one at a time
66) Watching you on a pogo stick
67) Tucking you into bed
68) Watching you move by candlelight
69) Sticking my head under your shirt and warming up my cold nose
70) Holding you; at any time and any place
71) Laying down beside you in a snowed in cabin, with a roaring fire in front of us
72) Undoing the back of your bra (under your shirt) and then letting my imagination roam as you move around
73) Watching the rise and fall of your chest, and the flicker of your eyes as you sleep
74) Going skinny dipping with you; without chaperones
75) Hopping on a plane together and heading for Hawaii
76) Laying at your side in a bunk bed, knowing that someone below us is burning with nosiness
77) Sitting in complete darkness with you and listening to your disembodied voice
78) The word "Parking" comes to mind
79) Tilting you back on the dance floor with one hand on your waist and another nestled in the small of your back
80) Looking into your eyes as we kiss
81) Going waterskiing with you; life jacket fasteners are fun stuff
82) (See number 72) Switching from imagination to hands after you've "cooled off" a bit
83) Brushing your eyelids with rose petals
84) Going on a picnic with you
85) Losing to you at Twister (Right hand what?)
86) Kissing you in a pile of wrapping paper
87) Running my hands across your ribs as you stretch, and not stopping there
88) Making you bite your lip while I drive (If you aren't Kara, don't try to understand)
89) Blowing dandelion seeds at you
90) Racing you down a slip- and- slide
91) Brushing grass and/or dandelion seeds free afterwards
92) Untying your shoes and taking them off
92) No, really, that's all. Honest!
93) Listening to thunder while we talk
94) Playing with a bow in your hair, and twirling your curls with my fingers
95) Using a tuning fork to test your squeak pitches
96) Watching you kickbox. I don't think that needs any more explaining
97) Learning to snowboard with you (we'd both end up falling flat on our faces equally)
98) Walking with you until we find something that wasn't there when we started
99) Kissing you in a glass elevator
100) ...From the top floor all the way down to the basement (out of view)

    The last thing I have to say is that I can't wait to see you again, and that I may be kidnapping you from your humdrum classes. If you see me show up with a big roll of duct tape, a bundle of rope, and/or a couple of handcuffs, don't jump to any conclusion kinkier than "Hmm... I'm about to be stolen away from UNT."
Any other ideas you may have will be fun to explore after I drive you to some secluded spot. Good morning or good night my love... I hope to hear, see, and hold you again soon.