The Ultimate Michael Jackson Webpage


     As the world now knows, our beloved Michael Jackson has left our world, and gone on to his own journey....beyond us.  My grief trying to cope with his loss is like so many other fans all over the world, yet so much personal too in ways that is hard to explain once again.
     Michael came into my life and world in such strange ways, that even after all these I still have a hard time expressing every incredible, wonderful, unbelievable experience.  Yet they all happened.  Every single one of them.  How this one man changed my life in so many ways....to this day is still incredible! 
     At this point in time.........there is only one song that I can think of, and listen to.......that to me, expresses not only myself, but Michael Jackson.....  Read the lyrics.......I think you may understand....

San Harper

      "Leave Out All The Rest"

      
I dreamed I was missing
       You were so scared
       But no one would listen
       Cause no one else cared

       After my dreaming
      I woke with this fear
      What am I leaving
      When I'm done here

      So if you're asking me
      I want you to know

      [Chorus]
     When my time comes
     Forget the wrong that I've done
     Help me leave behind some
     Reasons to be missed

     And don't resent me
     And when you're feeling empty
     Keep me in your memory

     Leave out all the rest
     Leave out all the rest
     [End Chorus]

     Don't be afraid
    I've taken my beating
    I've shared what I made

    I'm strong on the surface
    Not all the way through
    I've never been perfect
    But neither have you

    So if you're asking me
    I want you to know

    [Chorus]
    When my time comes
    Forget the wrong that I've done
    Help me leave behind some
    Reasons to be missed

    Don't resent me
    And when you're feeling empty
    Keep me in your memory

    Leave out all the rest
    Leave out all the rest
    [End Chorus]

    Forgetting
    All the hurt inside
    You've learned to hide so well

    Pretending
    Someone else can come and save me from myself
    I can't be who you are

    [Chorus]
    When my time comes
    Forget the wrong that I've done
    Help me leave behind some
    Reasons to be missed

    Don't resent me
    And when you're feeling empty
    Keep me in your memory

    Leave out all the rest
    Leave out all the rest

    Forgetting
    All the hurt inside
    You've learned to hide so well

    Pretending
    Someone else can come and save me from myself
    I can't be who you are
    I can't be who you are


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     For some strange, and uncanny reason once again, I believe, that God once again stepped in, and began to prepare me, for the changes coming........and Michael's passing.....
     I truly believe He sent me the Twilight books, and movie, that began the softening of Michael's passing.  The very first time I heard this song above, I said it compassed every single thing I would ever wish to say to any loved one of mine once I had crossed over.  That is the truth.  Only, little did I realize, that these same lyrics would not only link me, and my life up, but would once again link up mine, and Michael's life too.....  Oh holy crap.  Never saw this one coming..........

San Harper

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