Positively Angelic

Positively Angelic

Stories about Christians converting to paganism. How and WHY!

UPDATE This web page was originally dedicated to The 7oo Club, for their rude web page filled with LIES about the Wiccans and Celts( 1995 ). They have seemed to shut that web page down ... or moved it. Let's hope they got a life !!!!

This web page is to show ignorant people how pagans feel and why we believe what we do.

Nella's Story

At the age of 12, I was living in Montana. I fell deeply in love with a boy - I was obsessed with him. My mother could not find a job, and welfare would mess up on the checks. One day my mother came home and told me to pack ... we were moving back to Ohio ( the hell hole. ) I was crushed! I went to the river to pray to God in a blizzard ... I felt if I went to the river and was in deep physical pain he would hear me even more. For two hours I sat by the river in the blizzard and begged him to help us within that week. He never listened, but the Goddess who I call Hecate, was listening.

We moved to Ohio, and I fell into severe depression. My love for the boy cut deep - too deep. I was ready to kill myself ... but I wanted answers! So, I got a Ouija board. People say not to use it alone; stupid superstition. Spirits/souls that serve a force that contols the Ouija board are like humans on earth - gray. for more explination, go here

A soul did visit me through the Ouija board; she was a female because she chose to be, and her energies were of the female nature. She was my best friend for a long time, and eventually she taught me magick and astral projection. She taught me to use my energy to remember any of my spiritual past. She also taught me arcane uses of magick - what forces were in the netherworld and how to call them, and how to use upperworld forces. She saved my life because she lead me to many gods, including Zeus ( who is like the Christian God, ) for answers to my questions. They all told me that they never lead me to love the boy atall. After I had met a spirit of the underworld ( which is nothing like hell, infact it's a pretty cool place, ) he lead me to my goddess Hecate who told me that yes, she had me fall in love with the boy because she wanted me to pursue magick, and the destiny that awaited me -

Pan's Grove without the darker love I would have never tried to reach the other side, or magick.

Some really good books on paganism :

Drawing Down the Moon by Margot Adler

Spiral Dance by Starhawk

Ancient Ways by Campanelli Books by Sirona Knight and Patricia Telesco ( see links page )! Back to the Pan's Grove Educational Home Page

Nah ... take me to the Commercial Pan's Grove Website!