I would love to say I am a religious person. However, much to my father's dismay, I am not. In name, I am a Catholic, and I try to practice Christian principles. For example, I am trying to stop myself from slandering anyone, or from hating anyone. For four years of my life (K-3), I went to a private Catholic school. I also pray regularly; when I am particularly upset, and I have no one to talk to, I turn to God. It's good to know He's always there. It's a direct connection to the benevolent creator of the universe.
However, that's where my religious side ends. I do not go to church, I rarely read the Bible, I have not, and probably will not, be confirmed.
That's not to say I don't believe in God, the Christian God. I believe in Him, and love Him, and do not doubt His existence. I would love to be closer to Him, but for some reason... I am not. I can't explain it; I want to, but something is stopping me. I don't quite know what's stopping me, though....
I remember in 8th grade, I used to pray before lunch, and I am incredibly ashamed to say that I stopped, just because I was informed that "other people were talking about me." I am humiliated and embarrassed to admit that, because I let the influence of others undermine my morals.
You know what, though? When I learn that someone is religious, it is an automatic ticket for respect. I'm not just talking about the Mother Teresa's of the world. For example, there is a boy in my English class who everyone in the school knows because of a talent he possesses. I had one encounter with him sophomore year; it was incredibly moving and thoughtful. However, I had no idea how close his relationship to God is until this year in English. It's inspiring. It's amazing. Even outside of his enormous talent, he is an incredible person, and his closeness to God is commendable. It's something I would like to work toward someday.